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August 25 1991
Charlie's life is filled with happy and sad emotions Last Spring Charlie's close freind Michael commited suiide and hecontinues to feel the pain of his lost freind. Also in his past, his aunt Helen, someone Charlie was very close to, died and pain also continues to lerk in his life from the moment she died till his present life today. -
August 25 1991
Charlie is starting his first day of highschool tommorow and he's afraid to go:( -
September 7 1991
Charlie gets in a fight. There wa this one guy by the name of Sean and he was being really imature and ended up hitting Charlie so then Charlie reacted and went right for Sean's knee's, throat, and eyes. Thankfully Charlie wasn't suspended. -
September 11 1991
Charlie's older brother is playing a football game and he's on tv. -
September 16 1991
Charlie's sister gets slapped through the face by a guy that she has a close relationship with and Charlie was in the same room with them and he observed the whole scene. A little while after Charlie was told to leave he finds out that his sister and the guy who slapped her were going out and that the whole slap scene was to be kept a secret from their parents. -
September 29, 1991
Charlie got his "To Kill A Mockingbird" Essay back and he got a C. This was a bad component to his day, but there was still some good things that popped up. Charlie had a flashback of a memory. It was his him and the rest of the family watching a MASH episode and everyone was crying. his dad even cried, but it was secretly in the kitchen . The secret was kept between Charlie and his dad. This was there greatest bonding moment sinceit was just between the two them and his dad gave him nickname -
Octber 6, 1991
Charlie makes freinds! Charlie ends up going to his schools football game. He becomes freinds with "Nothing" or who he finds out is called Patrick. He also meets a girl named Sam who was sitting with Patrick. Charie had a huge crush on her the second he layed eyes on her. By the looks, charlie was assuming that the two were dating, but after asking the question he found out that they're step brother and step sister. There were quite a few laughs. -
October 14, 1991
Charlie ended up telling Bill, his teacher, about how his sisters boyfreind slapped her. Bill ended up calling home and telling Charlie's parents about what happend. This resulted into a giant conflict. Charlie's sister was crying, Charlie's parents said that she would not be allowed to see him anymore. After the big talk Charlie sister finally came up to him and yold him how much she hated him and how he was a freak. -
October 28,1991
Charlie went to the homecoming football game and met up with Sam and Patrick. Sam eventually said that Patrick and her would be going to a party after the game and she asked Chalrlie if he wanted to come. He went. On the way to the party Charlie told Sam and Patrick about how when he was younger there was a party at his house and a guy named Dave raped a girl in Charlie's bedroom while Charlie, a little boy, was still in there.At the homecoming dance Charlie let air out out of Daves car tires. -
October 28, 1991
Charlie went to the party. He was the youngest one there, but lots of the seniors began talking to him and asking jim questions about his life. Charlie even ended up getting high for the first time. It was unexpectant. The one guy hosting the party, Bob, gave Charlie what was a brownie, but really was a marijuana brownies. Sam eventually noticed what Bob did and she brought Charlie to the top floor to make him a milkshake (Charlie was hungry and asked for one). -
October 28, 1991
While Sam was making Charlie a milkshake, Charlie went to the bathroom. After he was done he hurd some noises coming out of the coat room. He opened the door and found Patrick kissing Brad. Patrick was a gay guy. The whole relationship thing was a secret and Charlie was told not to tell anyone. -
October 28, 1991
On the way home from the homecoming dance, Patrick pulled the truck off to the side of the road, Sam climed in the back of the truck, blasted music, and they drove really fast through a tunel. The two had done this before, but this was Charlie's first time. Charlie described the moment as if everyone (Sam, Patrick,himself) were infinite. -
November 7, 1991
Charlie ends up getting the full story (details) about Brad and Patrick's relationship. -
November 8, 1991
Charlie finds out that his sister is hanging out with the boy that slapped her, even though she's not allowed. Even though this was a bad situation Charlie enjoyed it. It was the first time him she actually wanted to talk to him. It was a long time since they had a bonding moment. -
November 8, 1991
Bill gave Charlie his first B on his Peter Pan paper. charlie was so happy about the improvement he made and the comments Bill made on his paper. -
November 28, 1991
Charlie ended up going to the Rocky Horror Picture Show. The person incharge of it is Mary Elizabeth. Patrick and Sam are both in it so Charlie thought it was really fun and cool. Patrck played a guy named Frank'N Furter and Sam played sopmeone named Janet. Charlie had a hard time watching Sam because she had to wear underwear as her costume. Charlie is trying not to think of her in that way, but seeing her in underwear does not help the situation. -
November 8, 1991
Charlie finds out that Sam is going out with this guy named Craig. He's not extremly mad at the fact that they are going out, but he's not happy either. Charlie is actually quite jealeous of him. -
November 18, 1991
Carlie's brother isn't able to come home for Thanksgiving because he's really behind in school work, and to much focus on football. -
November 23, 1991
Charlie's relatives (ex, grandpa, aunts, cousins) come over for Thanksgiving.Charlie's brother wasn't able to come for the holiday. When everyone was done eating their Thanksgiving dinner the entire family watched a VCR taqpe of Charlie's brother plaing an old football game. -
December 7, 1991
Charlie and his freinds started a secret santa gift exchange. Charlie got Patrick as hi secret santa, and for his first mini gift he's going to make a tape of songs that both him and Patrick like. -
December 21, 1991
Charlie went to Sam and Patricks house (including Mary Elizabeth, Bob, and a girl named Alice. Charlie received a suit jacket, the last peice to his suit ansemble, and a type writer. Patrick got the jacket and Sam got the type writer. -
December 21, 1991
When Charlie was trying out his new type writer, he decided to respond back to Sam's freindly I love you, by saying I love you, too. After this the topic if Charlie ever kissed a girl arose, and same explained how her first kiss was from her dads friend. She began crying and told Charlie that she wanted to his first kiss to be from someone who loved him. So they kissed. -
December 25, 1991
Charlie's brother came to celebrate Charlie's birthday. Also came for Christmas. -
December 26, 1991
Charlie told the story of Aunt Helen and that when she was younger she got molested by who was close to her, and somdeone that the family knew. Charlie also mentioned how aunt Helen died in a car accident. There was a snow storm and she wanted to get Charlie his birthday present. The police man showed up at the door a liitle while after, saying that Aunt Helen was dead. -
January 1, 1992
It was horrible. While Charlie was at the party he over heard Sam and Craig, her boyfreind, having sex. -
January 1, 1992
Charlie went to another party with Sam and Patrick. Charie was exposed to another drug, LSD, that made him hallucinate. Ex. He saw a dragon that was really tree -
January 4, 1992
Found out that the night of the party, Charlie went outside to the mail box to mail a letter, then he began throwing up uncontrollably, and started hallucinating even more. The next morning police found him pale and blue, sleeping. -
February 8, 1992
Charlie got a date for the Sadie Hawkin's dance. It's Mary Elizabeth! -
February 15, 1992
When Mary Elizabeth dopped off Charlie home from the dance, Charlie hfound his sister crying in the basement. She was bawling her eyes out. Charlie tried to get an explanation out of her. At first it didn't work, but once his sister began to hug him with all her might, the explanation finally came out. She was pregnant. -
February 23, 1992
Charlie went with his sister to the clinic. It was extremely nerve racking and emotional, but turns out that the pregnacy was a false alarm, and that his sister would not be having a kid any time soon. As difficult as the day was, this was the first time that Charlie and his sister had a family bond. They both relized how great it was to have one another. -
March 7,1992
Charlie went to the movies with Mary Elizabeth. After the movie they went to her house. They had some brandy and from there on things started to get "All na-tur-al";) -
April 18, 1992
Charlie made a huge mistake. Him, Sam, Patrick and Mary Elizabeth went to Craig's apartment. At one point they decided to play truth or dare. It was Charlie's turn and Patrick dared him to kiss the prettiest girl in the room. At the time Charlie and Mary Elizabeth were in a relationship, somthe others would think that Charlie would kiss her, but he didn't. He went up to Sam and kissed her without a thought. In no time at all, Charlie left with Patrick from the apartment. -
April 29, 1992
Charlie actually talked to Susan, the only thing is that she never responded to him. He asked her if she missed Michael. Kind of an akward question since they haven't talked for like a year. -
May 2, 1992
Charlie went over to Bob's house and Bob said that Patrick and Brad broke up. The two were at Brad's house in a room together, and then Brad's dad came in and saw them. Brad got beat up, and the two, Patrick and Brad, were no longer to see eachother again. -
May 8, 1992
Brad and Patrick had a fight at school. It wasn'yt just verbal, but also phsical. Charlie eventually got in the fight to help Patrick out ( was 5 against 1 ). Sam and the others began talking to eachother once again at this point. -
May 11, 1992
Charlie's been spending a lot of time with Patrick, ever since the fight happend. They go to places together, like the golfcoarse, and they even kiss. Charlie doesn't want to kiss though. He just wants to make Patrick feel better. -
June 13, 1992
sam and Craig broke up. For the longest time craig was cheating on her. His bestfreind Peter told Craig to tell her sooner before it got worse, but he didn't so the ending was horrendeous and extremly hard to take in for Sam. -
June 22, 1992
Sam left to collage the next day. It was very hard for Charlie. After she left he left for home. That's when Charlie felt even worse. All of the thoughts from the past and present came to his head, and he could no longer handle it. He lost control of himself. -
June 22, 1992
Charlie and Sam have there own little moment (kissing+touching) together and eventually Sam reached down Charlie's pants. He said that it felt good, but there was something about that feeling that made him feel horrible. He had to sleep over at Sam's house that night because he was looking very pale and sick.That night he had a dream of aunt Helen touchinh him exactky how sam was touching him. -
August 23, 1992
Charlie experienced a mental breakdown on June 22nd. He had been in the hospital for about 2 months getting questions answered and recieving therapy. One of the questions that he asked was if his dream of aunt Helen was true, and it was. Aunt Helen was a child molester. -
August 23, 1992
Charlie goes for a ride with sam and Patrick in the truck.They head towards the tunnel, but then stop at the side of the road as they aproach it. Charlie goes in the back of the truck and they begin driving through the tunnel. It was the best feeling that Charlie ever experienced. The feeling of being infinate.
