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Past: Introduction
Before I could start, I will added a few facts into this topic that I didn't listed from my last assignment, so of course everything's gonna be different. -
Past: Part two
The second event, I was still an infant, but grew a few years older, I remember the first time I had ever listened to music. I remembered how much I enjoyed it. I would always sing and dance at the same time. And when I was in first grade, I've made my first performance with my classmates and I'm just barely realizing I didn't had stage fright, so that's good. -
Past: Part three
The third event, it all started when I was in third grade, I was usually the type of kid who doesn't really like having friends since I enjoy being alone, but I did had a few friends. This was a terrible event and it was no accident at all. I used to throw a big rock at a friend and I absolutely felt terrible after that, so instead of letting someone telling on me. I told my teacher and took the responsibility, and I did got a week or two detention. -
Past: Part one
The first event, when I was small..I used to have a terrifying accident and that's probably why I cannot remember the whole story, of course. I was pushed by someone and fell as my forehead landed on a brick. My skin did broke and the blood squirted out. I did heard I had bled a lot and I was taken to the hospital immediately. Gladly, I was still okay and knew I have been left with a scar. The scar today is still visible. -
Present: Introduction
Now that I have finished with past, I noticed I have forgotten to wrote something else from it, but decided to move it into this chapter instead. -
Present: Part One
The first event happened in third grade, I remember I used to be an assistant of a first grade's teacher. I helped her out with her student's homework while she does some other activities. Reason why I was there, because everyone in my grade was taking a test. And I was the first one to take it, so I went to that class. It was very fun and cool. I felt so responsible at that time and mature. I guess you can say it was a positive event. -
Present: Part Two
The second event occurred in 2015-- Yes, I have been inspired by reading books in the past until this year came along. At that time, I was a huge fan of reading horror books. Then I had an excellent idea of writing my OWN stories online, so I've found a website for that. I began following the rules, so the story could explain itself properly. I did made a couple of horror stories and saw positive feedback from people. Telling me they're all great! And told me to make some more! -
Present: Part Three
The third event happened in the last month of 2015 and year 2016. Anyway, in 2015, I had went through something personal about my parents. All I can say they were fighting horribly and scary. I did acted quick and took my little brother out.I knew that day will forever be in my memory. In 2016, when everything has been settle down since the incident. I noticed I was acting differently. I began hearing voices and getting paranoid. And from there, I had to quit school. -
Present: Part Four
The fourth event, since 2016 was really strange for me, I decided to do something to make me feel better. I started writing poetry and did tried writing stories, but somehow the stories I have written had came out poorly, so I threw that away and focus on poetry. I even publish my poetry online and I usually get reactions from people. Some would say they like it, it's interesting, that's deep, and that's scary. So.. that's what happened in that year. -
Future: Introduction
Yep, the second chapter has finished, since not a lot of interesting things happened from that time. So, what I wrote back there- is only what I mainly did that time. Now let's focus onto the future. + -
Future: Part t w o
The second event that has happened in 2017 was- My depression. Yes, it has gotten worst even though I didn't know I had it. All I knew that I felt so different and negative all the time until I decided to fight the negativity away and had the courage to go back to school again, so I did. And around October, I felt so positive until November came by, Now that turned into an nightmare. I remember snapping and did something terrible to myself. And from there, my dad convinced me to go seek help. -
Future: Part o n e
The first event in 2017, there are a few things that I only remember that time. One, ever since my older sister had felt so worst about her rare illness. She has went to the doctor and found out she had TB illness. They did took her to hospital right away and she stayed there for a good while. Me and my family had to check up. Found out we were all diagnosed from it, but we didn't had it serious. I learned about the illness and began to warn others to beware. And yes, we all did took medicines. -
Future: Part t h r e e
The third event has appeared in 2018 now, when I found out I had depression- I've been trying and trying to help myself to be positive even though it is very hard for me. I have been receiving thoughts that no human being should think of, because it's really depressing and horrible. But at the same time, I didn't let myself to drop outta school. because I knew I need my high school diploma. I can't let depression to takeover me all the time and let me fall somewhere. -
Future: Part f o u r
The fourth event still in 2018, I decided to record myself singing and publish it online. I'm realizing that music is really important to me and I wanna learn the language of music if I want to play an instrument. I have been practicing with my vocals. I also began looking for a job. And I'm realizing I am failing going to therapy, but I don't really care about it that much. I'm fighting the depression without any medicines. I am seriously looking forward toward my future.
