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Brett was born within this year
What a joke -
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Brett has been alive so far
Just ignore it -
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I don't know when I first got my dog
He grew up with me and I never loved him enough -
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First time reading by self
/First Time Isolating Myself So I Could Ignore My Family Troubles -
Parents divorced
Started becoming more emotionally fragile, incapable of handling long periods without parent present -
Started school
Due to divorce, broke down with any hint of disapproval or discipline, -
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Started South Colby Choir
I was always excited about music, and now I just feel like I hurt it -
Started Junior High School
This was around the time where I told myself that complete emotional cessation was the right course of action -
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First Ft. Worden Festival w/ Spectrum
I had all of this responsibility, but I wasn't even taking full advantage of it, I was just making a fool of myself and thinking I was really cool -
Lucky (My Dog) Died
I couldn't look at him after he was put down because I felt like I had killed him -
Joined Chamber Choir
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Decided I needed to fix everything
This has only gone poorly for me. In literally no way, except for the extreme short-term, has this ever been positive for me -
Elected Sophomore President
This'll be an ego boost. It started me on the path to overworking myself and manipulating my schedule to fit more things into it -
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Decided to pursue medicine
If I don't go to college for this, there's always permanent free-diving in the sound -
Driver's License
I didn't have a car so I didn't really drive anywhere, I didn't feel liberated, but at least I could drive to the grocery store for my mother -
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SK New York Trip w/ Chamber
As always, I get excited for a few days, then I get upset and micromanage everything so that I can feel like I'm making things better for other people -
Sang at Carnegie Hall
I cried for literally the entirety of one hour, the constant flow of emotions from everyone made it impossible for me to do anything -
First Boyfriend
I felt really happy but due to my inability to see him frequently, our relationship became poorly maintained and "broken" -
Elected Junior President
I don't think I even wanted to be president this time, but I knew that my grades weren't impressive enough so I needed as many extracuriculars as possible -
First Breakup
I was blunt and harsh. I feel like I made a mistake, not in my choice, but the means it took for the end -
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Traveled to California w/ Highlighters
I've never experienced the inability to speak coupled with the need to scream, I don't think I've been so angry in my life before -
I Won CBC Jazz Festival
I felt guilty for being talented, what will happen when I leave? What did the other groups feel because my Feature Piece was better than their whole group? I'm sorry