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November 23rd 2006
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2017
I’m now in 6th grade and was very excited at first -
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2017- now
2017 is when I stared to get comments about my body and the way I’m “supposed to look” and the year where I started to get self harm thoughts and it still goes on today -
End of 6th grade
The “friends” I had I had to cut them off because they were very toxic -
2019
I’m now in 7th grade and I’m really sad because I LITERALLY have ZERO friends I tried to make a lot during this year but no one really wanted to be my friend -
Counseling
My counselor emailed me and said they wanted to meet and so for a few weeks I met with her, she was my first counselor but I didn’t tell her about my self harming thoughts ever and I didn’t like her so I didn’t meet with her after a few weeks -
2019
I finally met an amazing person named Jolie she helped me through a lot of tough times and we are still friends to this day and she is my only friend (quality over quantity) -
Self harm thoughts
I started to have self harming thoughts A LOT but I never told anyone I never spoke about it because I felt like I would be a bother and I still think that like I have hotlines I can use but I’d feel like to much of a bother. -
Coming out
I came out as trans (FTM) to Jolie and a teacher I really trusted as well as a counselor I saw -
CAT
I got a 9 month old cat and named her Pikachu -
My second counselor
I now have two counselors because I had emailed someone else and asked for my actual counselors email but then ended up talking to someone else and now I have two counselors, Allie and Nancy -
8th grade
This year I knew I had to talk to someone about my self harming thoughts so I got a counselor and I still hadn’t opened up to them but then I met another counselor so I have two right now -
Opening up
I opened up to my counselors one day and they had to call my mom and I was balling my eyes out because bit was so hard for me to open up and I didn’t want them telling my mom but they did but I’m not sure if my mom got it. We probably spent like A whole hour or so having a session about it and we made a safety plan -
2020
Happy new year -
COVID
Quarantine started -
Leaving middle school and my counselors
Leaving school was good for me there were so many toxic people but leaving my counselors was so hard for me I still talk to them though -
Soul sisters internship
I was so excited to start! -
ESA
My new therapist helped me make my cat my ESA (emotional support animal) and we’re doing great! -
COMING OUT
i cma eout to my friend Jolie, and my sister as gender fluid