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It's a girl !
i was born in Guatemala. my birthmom put me up for adoption. i dont know much about her except that she couldnt read or write. as for my birthdad he left once he found out my birthmom was pregnant. i stayed in a foster home after i was born until i was about six months and then my mom and dad came to get me. i am forever blessed with everything i have been given in my life -
My Favorite
not sure why but this is one of my favorite pictures because i look so happy. i was so young and didnt have a lot to worry about. this happened so long ago but time went so fast when you actually stop and think about it. its that bittersweet feeling, but if i could go back to this me know and tell her who i am today there are so many things i would tell her not to do, some things to take second chances on, and things to never regret or take for granted in life -
Surprise, Youre adopted...
To find out that i was adopted on my own isnt how most kids are told. i always thought that parents would sit their kids down and tell them just like they do when everything else happens. i was in my room going through my books and i was looking through my baby book but where my birth process was written birth was scribbled and adoption was written above it. i was 8 and honestly i didnt know what to do or who to go to because i was afraid if i told my family i knew things would change -
Trip to paradise
for my 13th birthday my aunts gift to me was a trip to the carribbean. we went to st.lucia and it was the first time ive been to an island, the water was so clear and beautiful, i can still remember the one resturant that was right off the beach in the water. it was like a dream, it was so much fun and is one of my favorite memories to this day -
My Italian Family
Probably one of my favorite memories. My dad was in Italy at the time and wasnt here for my 16th birthday so when i went to Italy my family surprised me with a party. there was so much food and dancing i was so so happy -
a goodbye letter
i was leaving for Italy, and one of my closest friend wrote me this letter because for the first time our group wouldnt be together for a major holiday but this letter means a lot to me because it shows how much we have gone through and how close we became. -
The Beginning to being healthy again
the day i decided i was going to change. the whole second week of May had been my biggest downfall that led me to a place i never thought i would end up. i relapsed on a tuesday went to horsham the next day, and blackouted thursday. i remember the Monday i had to go back to school i was terrified because i didnt know how to even act after that whole week. i started group therapy 4 days a week 2 hours each day, it was hard but this quote helped me every step of the way -
My Favorite place i can escape to :)
My second home is in Italy. i go there every summer and each time i create new memories with my family and friends that i dont get to see often. most of my friends that live around town are from England, Germany and obviously Italy. Our tiny town is our meeting spot. Italy is my get away, my dads family lives there and he is one of twelve so i have so many people there. i love it and i feel so comfortable and accepted. its a free feeling the summer vibes are amazing and its just so fantastic -
a dream i'll always remember
In my dream i was in a baby's room with two white cribs. The room was painted two colors it was spilt the top was a light pink the boarder was multi colored blocks and the bottom was a white. one baby was asleep in her crib but the second in my arms. she had gorgeous eyes ive never felt an instant love like that ever. i remember going in my room and falling asleep with her on my chest when i woke up i wasnt in my dream anymore and the spot where she was asleep on me was warm as if it was real. -
Life in Color Concert
only the most amazing night. i absolutely loved every single minute of the concert. it was a huge paint party and by the end of concert i was covered with pink, green, and blue paint, oh and confetti stuck to my face. it took me a good 3 times to get all of the paint completely out of my hair but i wouldnt trade this experience for anything -
Top 10 Movies
- Harry Potter Series
- Wizard of Oz
- Say Anything
- The Breakfast Club
- Finding Nemo
- The Great Gatsby
- Cinderella
- Mean Girls
- Pitch Perfect
- She's the Man
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Gradute of 2014
an ending to high school and a new beginning to anything that is yet to come. i couldnt believe high school went by that fast. not even high school but everything its crazy to think im going to be a legal adult soon and im not a baby anymore, well to society but to my mom i'll always be her baby but i dont mind :)
