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Birth
In this date, I was finally born. The person that I know as "me" today was only a baby in this time. -
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Enjoyment
At this age, I already started to see the great things in life, and that even with not too much, it's possible to be happy. -
School
I started to go to school. My mom, who was super protective, insisted that I shouldn't go alone, and even took me out of it just to stay with me at home. -
Music
I finally started to aprecciate art. My father, who loved rock n' roll, showed me some of his disks. And the same bands that he showed me I still listen 'till this day. -
Friendship
I think I met Francisco, a friend that I still talk until this day in this year. We are pretty good friends (even though I can't ask his help for a lot of personal things). -
Divorce
My parents got divorced in 2014, and since that day, my mother has had a bunch of financial problems. Meanwhile, my father moved to Santa Catarina, where he got a pretty new job. -
Addiction
I got my first video game, bought by my father. I loved it so much that even after I got my computer, I still played it. I only stopped when it fully broke. -
Treatment
I think it was this year which I started my psychological treatment. I was having some difficulties to deal with what was happening in my life. -
Friendship (Again)
This year I discovered that my new neighbor would be Francisco's cousin. I turned his friend and he stills talk a lot with me. Not sure why, but he seems like he admires me, even though, that aren't lots of things to admire on me. -
Addiction (Again)
After a lot of saving, I finally got my own and precious computer. My mother still wants to destroy it, but I personally love it. It has made me feel a bit better, but has made me addicted to it. It's kinda bad, but yeah. -
Confusion
This was the time I was most confused. I think my class was one of the most hated ones by the teachers, and all of them seemed to hate us. I think the only exception was me. I was always quiet, and never was participative. -
Pandemic
Covid-19... How many problems it caused... I can't see my friends, my grandfather died from it. At least I made some really close friends who I can tell about my problems without being judged. -
Present
Terrible self esteem, needs psiquiatric treatment... Things got worse than I expected. It probably happenned because of the quarantine, but now the whole class thinks I'm that typical depressed kid stereotype. I mean, I prefer people avoiding talking with me because I look depressed than people saying bad things about me.