depression and obsession

By haiden
  • I was born almost alone

    I was born June 21, 2002, the only person that was there for me what my mother I had no idea who my father was but it was not his fault
  • living with my grandparents

    my mother was only 16 when she had me so that meant she had no where to go I've lived with my grandmother for most of. my life due to my mother she never did anything for herself she just made others do it
  • hurricane season

    I just turned five and we were getting ready for hurricane season down in New Orleans it would flood out really bad almost every year but this year was different this year we had our very first category five hurricane Katrina, we where forced to move to North Carolina with my grandpas parent until it was over.
    I did not get to take much my bag only had what we could carry everything else stayed because of the lack of storage.
    I don't really remember much about north Carolina.
  • coming home from the north

    we had just came back to New Orleans and everything was gone. everything I ever knew was gone my fish, my toys, my home, everything. we had to rebuild it all start over completely
  • meeting my dad for the first time

    I met this guy when I was 8 I thought he was the coolest person in the world. he was there for me ever since.
    but my mom tried to take me away after my grandma just put us together again. he tried to stop her but she won she always won
  • my mother

    my mother id not know why she wanted me she always tried to make me suffer with her I hated her but she always tried to mess with me she put me emotionally she used to beat me she made me feel like my only purpose was to serve her and whoever her boyfriend was at the time I hated it strongly I tried everything to get out of there and I finally did I was living with my dad or at least I thought I was
  • the truth

    I got out of there finally I thought I was good I was happy for the first time in a long time. at the time I was living with my dad or at least I thought I was.. once again my mother came back to try and take me but my dad brought it to court and they mad us do a DNA test so we did and he was not my father at the time my heart was gone I felt no emotion it was gone she had won it was over thought but after that my step sad searched for about two month trying
  • the truth part 2

    trying to remember that guy my mom was cheating on him with he finally remembered and contacted him he lived up here in Arkansas he knew my mom had a baby but he was told by my mother that I was not his he came down to New Orleans to see if I was actually his we did a DNA test and I got to hang out with him for a while I told him what my mother was and what she did to me and when we got the DNA test came back I was his I knew who my dad was and I couldn't be happier
  • my real dad

    it was my birthday my dad took me up for the summer my mom did not want that to happen but it did I enjoyed myself there until it was time to come back down to hell I could not take it anymore I couldn't I called him and told him was not going back I ran away from my mothers crying he was there he came to get me a day later with the. law on his side.
    I was getting out of there and I was happy to I was happy to get away from the drugs from the alcohol from the abuse to get away from it
  • I was happy finally

    I was welcomed into a home from the guy I barely knew but it was a billion times better than my mothers I got to know him over the years I've lived with him I love and his wife a lot I rally could not be happier I even have a little sister I started school up here and became a badger it was great I played football and I loved it I had never ever been this happy.
  • present time

    I had not talked to my mother for about three years now.
    I am really happy for where I am now its great to have a normal life
    I am a jr now and couldn't happier to be a badger