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open eyes
i was born august 1st 1995 in knocksville tennesse -
Period: to
from sperm cell to living girl
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bones
i broke my 1st bone. my right leg -
the great move
i left tennesse for oklahoma -
black outs
my real dad would abuse me and my sister while my mom was at work. -
1st day of skool
i started my 1st day of skool at the owasso head start -
darkness gone
my mom finally made my real dad move out. the abuse stopped -
darkness over casts again
my mom remarries to my step dad. i didnt like him id try and tell my mom but she wouldnt listen. -
deep depression
i feel into a down ward spiral when i was told that i hav cronic depression. -
sharpness
i started to cut on myself as a way to punish myself as also a way to take out my anger on myself for doing whatever i thought drove my mom away to make her want my step dad more than me. -
band
i started in color guard with collinsville marching band -
cancer
while in band i was having problems with my right knee so i went to the doctor and they took xrays and things like that and we found out it was cancer. so on the 28th i went under the knife for surgery -
burned
as my depression got even worse i started to not only cut my self but i started burning -
the nut house
i couldnt stand being alive so i tryed over doseing on pills but it didnt work so i told my mom to take me to shadow mountain for the 1st time. -
watching my paion go up in smoke
i started smoking marijuana -
back in the white jacket
i was back in shadow mountain for self harming and drug use -
family time
my mom and step dad would take me all over tulsa to all kinds of head shops and smoke shops so they could buy me a pipe. we got me one at starship my step dad got it for me kinda as a late birthday present then we went to their house and smoked out of it. -
free bird
i moved in with my best friend i was hardly ever at the house i was smoking from 3 to 9 on the week days and i just never came home on weekends cuz i was to busy partying with my friends i felt so free -
last time to the nut house
only after 3 days at ram my mom puts me in park side and i didnt get out till dec. 12th -
claremore
i move in with my adopted family in claremore i stay there till march 12th -
broken promises
i had to move back to owasso -
today
i have the best boy friend i couldnt ask for anyone else and things are a lil bit better but i cant wait till im 18 cuz once im 18 im leaving my family
