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My birthday
I was born, 5 years after my older brother -
Being Separated From My Mom
When my mom and dad broke up my mom packed up me and my brothers things and left with her new boyfriend, but i didn’t stay for very long. my mom called my dad and asked him to come get me and live in South Carolina with him and the rest of my family -
First day of Middle School
i was excited, but nervous at the same time. my dad and grandma were very proud of me -
The Best And Worst Thing Happened
this day started off great, but ended horribly. the good thing that happened is that i had gotten into my first relationship. the bad thing is, is that i had just lost my cousin to a battle of cancer -
Getting Into Therapy
i was pretty convinced that my mom had forgotten about me and that my dad didn’t love me. i was struggling with school so there was a lot of pressure coming from my dad and grandma. i was saying some suicidal things and got sent to the counselor and my grandma, dad, and aunt were told to come to school and talk about therapy -
Getting Cheated On
like anyone else, i was hurt and felt betrayed. but i was willing to talk things out and move on from this, but he decided to end things off. at that point i was vulnerable and thought that i was worthless. i resisted the urge to cut my self and even if i wanted to i couldn’t because all the knives in the house were gone. -
Emotional and Verbal Abuse
i had gotten into another relationship, but the person had other plans for me...
he wanted to use me for sex and constantly said that i was “boring” and other things i’d rather not say -
Getting Played
once again i was in a vulnerable state and needed to feel love. me and someone else started talking and gained feelings for each other, but we both didn’t want to get into relationship so we decided to wait until 9th grade. but he slowly started to go towards someone else. soon they were dating and i felt stupid -
Feeling Better About Myself
even thought i was numb to pain at this point (and still is) through out the summer i started to feel happiness. i was in a summer camp with my cousins and friends. it was so much fun being there with all the officers and learning about other new things. -
Then Came 2020
I’m going to make this short and finish this off
of course we all know about corona and it separates it from my friends in school to even seeing my family members in church on every Sunday. my 8th grade teacher died and so did my uncle. someone at my dads job tested positive for covid and i couldn’t see him for 2 weeks. school work was piling up and i was stressed out. but i thank God that school is finally over...for now